MPN 2011

holy cow (and yes, I would worship cows… in the form of steak, speaking of which, my $10 rump steak at the ranch was pretty delish for the money i paid for it XD)

I just completed the most responsibility-saturated task I’ve ever been assigned.

And yes, I just feel like it’s the biggest step I’ve ever taken (albeit forced to) to ‘step out’ of my shell. But it really does feel like it was worth feeling like I was thrown into the deepend without a floatie… and with two weights tied to my ankles.

and shell being walls constructed from 110% introvertedness and lazyglue.

Anyway, it was… by all accounts, a SUCCESS! I believe I covered all the bases in my closing address, but seriously, looking back? A leader really is nothing without the people who help along the way.

I’m sure tonight, while I was rushing around in a panicked mess to meet speakers with incoherent sentences, every single member of cabinet and committee there were helping the night to run smoother in their own way. T__T Makes me feel like I have totally underappreciated them up to this point.

Telling me I’ll be fine during my speech, lol, teasing me to unwind me… it all somehow worked and my face didn’t turn that flattering tomato colour when I went up to do my closing address.

Honestly. HONESTLY! Cabinet was so supportive. Committee was so supportive. EVERYONE! WAS! SO! AWESOME! I know no one’s going to read this and anyone who does will think this is so stupid, but this is definitely a feeling I will miss feeling X).

Making me rethink the possibility of running for cabinet. OH FEELINGS, you make me do crazy things. Like be responsible .

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