it’s late

but i just wanna say this?

after doing mpn, i kinda realised that doing things that MEAN something, are BEYOND the walls of my room and maybe even beneficial to my future

might actually be something i enjoy doing.

 

i like getting to know people who are full of energy nd being part of something that does big things.

at this point, im kinda bummed out that i wasted my first year and didn’t get more involved with student groups (not stuff like anime, but career driven ones where you occasionally get to, as barney says, SUIT UP!)

yeah.. strange i know, i would never believe anyone, not even my mom if she told me i’d be feeling this way one day.. but yeah.. i really wanna get more involved in this kind of stuff, not just coz it looks good on my resume but because it also makes my life less dull and more … substantial? useful? meaningful? that stuff.

 

im just saying this right now, no idea if it’ll ever take form.. if i’ll ever be able to get myself as far out there as i imagine myself at this moment.. but im sure going to try X)

 

gawd. late night inspiration sucks, you can’t really DO anything about it =___= except blog.

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